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| Hear i come to fuck things up. it seems to be my specalty to fuck up
constantly. that or every once and awile but i do it alot. people dont
feel comfortable around me so i think im going to disapear for a bit
and rethink my life and who i am and work some things out. ummm ya i
guess ill just see you when i see you
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| today i got a job working for a doctor all i have to do is work from my house its pritty nice my dad is even going to start doing it too for a little side cash but other than that my grandparnets are coming into town the 18th thats going to rock ummm sex life is amazing hehe so is the love life or the dating still trying to find my niche other than that nothings really going on classes, games, chillin, soon work, all im really doin well | | |
| haaaaaaa today was highly depresing i can to terms with my life and decided that im not happy with it constantly feeling alone and unwanted or just used in many way shapes and forms like im here for your enjoyment untill you tire of me the just throw me to the side happens all the time and i should be use to it but im not and it still hurts. and apparently im not what people consider dating/going out what ever you call it im just the guy to fuck when ever you feel the need because im good at it i guess. but to have an emotional attact ment to me no thats not possible not to a guy like ross he lets everyone walk all over him he has no notion of self. im sick of it. its time to be me and not let people command my life and do with it what they will. its time for change. if anyone does read this sorry i ranted i was just tired of being in pain and had to vent sorry again.
P.S. tonight ross dies and i am reborn | | |
| woot go moms computer it wont let me get aol instant messanger so i can talk to people gay oh and get this shit yesterday my flight from kansas to mpls/st. Paul, MN was fine got in on time so i sit at my new gate to go to madison get on the plane takeoff fine and we get half way to madison when the pilot gets on the loud speaker "im sorry fokes but we have to turn around and go back to mpls because of mecanical problems" i was like ok were half way there why are we turning around well aperantly our brakes werent working too well and madisons airstrip was too short so im back in mpls get off the plane wait for my new ticket get it i have 30minutes to get across the airport to my new flight i run and make it just in time to board and then sit on that plane for 3 hours because it was haveing engine problems not just engine problems they couldnt get the fucking things to start so finaly there like were sending you on a new plane get on the new plane and it doesnt fucking work so i sit on it for and hour until they fix it and 30minutes later i was in madison at 430pm i was saposta be there at 1100am grrrrr so i was up for 1200 dealing with fucking airport shit for 1hour and 30minutes in the air fucked up right. anyways now im sitting at my moms becuase shes at work and i get to be here all day tommorow we are going shopping for lots of shit saturday im going to my familes chrismas and my mom's bf family chrismas even tho i dont want to. rather play poker with my family. sunday and monday dont know what im going to do so ill update my xanga later well thats it for now talk to you peeps laters | | |
| Well this is my first post and will be most likly one of my only posts i dont fell like my life is intresting enough for other people to read about it plus i dont have anything to bitch about so you know im only doing this so i can post on some of my friends sites anyways back to the point if you notice i dont beleive in grammer or spelling so you know what im sorry ive failed you already... im bored hmmm must call dustin wait wait damnit didnt anwser oh well im going to try and find something to entertain myself so ill just post something new later
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Have you ever had a dream about me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out about me?
13. Emotionally, what stands out about me?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how am I physically? Emotionally?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word?
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/ or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you? | | |
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